Run Away Love

I'm at that time and age where suddenly I see all those "opportunities" i missed.  Everything i should have done when I had the chance, but didn't - for whatever reason (aka excuse) i had.
But I'm still so young... compared to others haha
I still have other opportunities - at this day and age.  Recognition of the "opportunity" is the only issue.
And being half blind isn't helping; being expectant of the worse is aggravating; having insecureness taking all the confidence away is weakening.
But I'm still going.  For the chances that i can see - for the things i'll never be able to reach later.
I'm going for everything that others know to doubt in me
That even I know to doubt in me
But it's this, or walk away.
And if I choose to walk away - then why not run?
That way, if i second guess my choice to give up, i'll already be too far gone too be able to turn around - too far to return to the unknown of "what could've been", since, after all, all I've ever done is live in the safe;familiar;known.


So - knowing my-chickening-out-self - I'm living by this
See how i do after the first week i guess.... haha [fingers crossed]


"Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. "

~ Cadet Maxim

"Do one thing every day that scares you."

~ Eleanor Roosevelt

"When in doubt, risk it."

~ Holbrook Jackson